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SUZY

冷空气

09.11.19  18:45'                     
 
                           最好的生活永远在生命的后来之后,你说是不是这样?
                                             
                                        ( 戈本造型 小插曲~ )
 
                             
                           
           
        
 
                                              小猫掉鱼的乐趣,也是在等待中酝酿而成的吧~
                   而我自己呢,也该需要如此的丢掉内心的浮躁,学着去承受,去容忍。 
                           这样经历过后,内心世界才会变得更加平和,宽阔。   
                              
                   
 
 
 
09.11.17  21:13'
 
                  不容易,头发进入另一个崭新的长度
                                                                              也好不容易,又瘦了一点点
                                                                                   没出息的乐呀~
 
                       
 
                                              
 
 
 
09.11.16  22:16'
 
                                                   还认得我么?
 
                                    
                                       
                 
                          
              再次IN 德根 ,并且是在闭店之后的时间,做免费的基础手护!   
              再次梳起这个当年一成不变的发型。
              你说,能把整张脸都露出来是需要多么大的勇气吧!
                                                              
     
                 
 
                                           
 
                
 
09.11.14   19;12'
                              
                                                                     
            
            
                             化妆品我们有很多,可是为什么皮肤还是离理想的状态差一截呢?
                  除了身体的内在原因,我们需要更多的理智性的尝试,去寻找真正适合自己的护肤品
                  终于,总结出了这样的结论
 
                  清洁面部毛孔垃圾最为重点,毛孔干净通透,才能更好的吸收护肤品的养分
                  倩碧在清理皮层方面效果尤为显著哦~
                  洁肤水,百分之15的医药酒精成分,还可以起到消炎的作用,对有痘的皮肤很有好处。
                 
                  一白遮百丑,是很有道理的呢!雪肌精强烈推荐需要美白的朋友,
                  美白,淡斑,还可以淡化痘印呢~  我这张脸就全靠它了!
                 
                  欧珀莱臻白淡斑精华液,虽然价格不低,40ML RMB400 ,的确很有效果
                             用的前一个月,效果不明显,你可能会以为不管用的
                  但是继续用下去,斑点会慢慢变淡,最主要对皮肤没有什么刺激,很安全。
 
                            
                 
                  ......把钱砸在脸上,你要相信是多么的值得~哈哈
 
                                       OVER
 
                       冬天很冷,所以赖在被窝里,不出来了!
                       我没有戴美瞳,阳光的照射下,瞳孔是棕色的。
                                                                     
                               
                     
                                                          
 09.11.12   20:38'
                                            
                                           可不可以让我再瘦一点呢?继续努力~
 
                                      11.11 光棍儿节的片
                            
                            KTV很想念于小妞。想到差点掉眼泪了~是真的         
                                   
                                 
                                           还好,终于把我想唱的从来没唱过的歌唱出来了。
                                           积压的情绪终于小发泄一下。
 
                          
                       
                    
                                            
                                             凌晨3点的马路,空无一人的坦荡!走起来,倍儿美儿~哈哈
              
     
 
 
 
 
 
 
09.11.3日 23:40'
 
                                  
                                         还没有来得及记下落叶的颜色,冬天就来了。
                                         原来哪里的冬天都是这么冷啊!~
                           
                                         逛街都很辛苦,还是冷到不行。
                                        可是无论炎热或者寒冷,无论贫穷还是富有
                                        也阻碍不了拍片呐!你说对不对。HAHA~
 
                                                           
 
         

10月

09.10.26 21:26'
     
           天津,水上公园。难得的好天气。
 
 
   路过这里的时候,就想起TWINS的那首<<星光游乐园>>
   旋转木马,凑巧抓拍到这个小女孩,是不认识的。
 
                                   
                  
           
 
                    在这样欢快的片里,说这些是完全不搭调的。
                    可已经憋在心里N多天了,要讲出来,很多话乱的不知该如何整理
                    听了一席话,才想到那些从来想不起来的世事难料,人心叵测。
                    朋友在信息上说,江湖险恶,自己保重。
 
                    活着,要清晰,也要模糊。要大度,也要计较。
                    要做有意义的事,也要轻松坦然......
                    复杂多变的,内心里仍要保持最初的美好。
                    还是要一个快乐的自己。
                                                        
                    我的身边,总是缺少一个女人。
                    陪我逛街陪我聊天陪我说心事的亲儿。
                    很想念,很想念。              
                                                                  over  !!!
 
 
 
09.10.25    23:07'
 
                             N 多天没有拍片了,今天一起补上。
                             倒着来吧。
                             浴霸下,很暖和的说。
 
                             
                 
 
                           19岁,左眼下开始长了一个记,4年来,已经发展成这样大小。
                           被很多人误以为是睫毛膏不小心点到的,忽忽...  
                           要这么多记号干嘛?我又丢不了。
               
 
                                                     知道什么是千杯不醉么?用这个杯喝,你也可以做到。
                                                  
                                                                      
 
                                                   
 
                                                                                                                                   
                                                                                                                                                                                                                   
09.10.2  1:34'
 
            又是一个让人发疯的季节?我承认我的错误。
 
 
                        在德根,mrs.qi刚做完造型,我自己在一边气愤ING,
                        想把头发养长,就要忍受这个长度的走型阶段。
                        靠,和琪一比,我简直是肉包子一个。
            
                     
 
                                                不好意思的,爆光了琪的夜晚和清晨   
                                                这造型不是故意摆的,绝对真实。
                       
 
                                 又去了N个月前去过的教堂,路上又拍到了我喜欢的狗类,我可真神奇
                                    
 
                                      这一次,我诚心的做了2个祷告。上帝祝福你!
               
         
                                            很多事一波三折的,反反复复
                                            所以心情也跟着阴晴不定。
                                            一个人在路上,定格下我此刻的心情,我沉默。
                         
                                             
                                    顺便说句,那个宝石蓝的小相机不能戴太久,否则脖子会酸的。  
                  
              
             
 
 
 
 
                                

09秋

                                                                                
09.9.21  23:13"
                      
                                               不是刻意的,在这一天来更新。
      
                                                       我无语......  ...  ..     了       
                                    
                              
                            
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              
                                                                                                
09  9 17  23:33
N年前就喜欢上的文字,安妮宝贝的话,贴来,以此警示自己。  
 感情有时候只是一个人的事情。和任何人无关。爱,或者不爱,只能自行了断。伤口是别人给予的耻辱,自己坚持的幻觉。 
      
 有些时候,我们需要这样的文字来安抚自己。
                                                                          
                                                              
                                                                     08  suzy
  
09.9.16  20:30'
 
                                                
                                                         suzy のN°心情        
 
                                
                         
                                    
                                    瞳孔在灯光de 照射下,映出悦人的色彩,我喜欢的棕。 
                                             有时候,一个人就呆在那里,一动不也不动,胡思乱想 
                                             想到头痛 , 然后就这样,情绪错综复杂着.
            
                         
                                                                  
 
                            
 
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               
09.9.11  15:49'
 
                                                      阳光啊 阳光 ,你说我是多么喜欢你吧!
                                                                                   很久没化妆了                   
 
 
          
               
     
              
09.9.10日 17:50'
  YOU SAY;自己最重要的东西丢了是不是很心疼,很心疼?
  没事啦!她回来了。开心吧?兴奋吧?对,就是这感觉。
 
        
 
                           一个人坐车很无聊,手机没有SIM卡,音乐没的听 信息没的发 电话没的聊
                               两个月内,手机丢一个,摔一个。
                              于是拍片玩吧,动车的速度还是很快的说。
——  速度  ——
 
                                       最近心情大有好转,刚睡醒,就开始的色上了
                 
                         
 
                                               楼下很热闹,幼儿园的小朋友出来玩了!
                                               我在楼上疯狂抓拍,他们看不见。         
                                              穿黄色T恤的小家伙比较淘气DE
                                                                       
                                                      他的目标是:
                    把纸球投到大虫子的肚子里,然后再钻进大虫子的肚子里把纸球拿出来,哈哈                                                            
                      
                                                     出门去了~回见。
                                               
                        
 
 
 
 
09.9.8日 12:51'
 频繁的更新,终于等到了天空变蓝,SO,记录下此刻我想要的颜色 
 

                    来到山脚下。

          

                             笑到破了相!   这个桥走过去,很害怕的说。搞笑动作摆的很艰难~

         
            转眼间乌云密布 ,拍完这张走人。

 

                          
 
 
09.9.7日 21:05'
 
                          凌晨5点半的阳光。我发神经的跑出去,心里很闷。我的身边总是缺少另一只手来帮我按快门。
                         一直很清楚自己想要的,却总是在矛盾冲突中迷茫,难以取舍。
                         然后让时间给了自己最多的暗示。我们不是神,抵挡不住它的入侵。   
                         我在情绪激动的时候,会喊,就只会喊。
                         该说的话都没有说, 该有的温柔被全部吞没。
                         也许是我太过敏感跟脆弱,需要你的救赎 。                                                                                                         

                        

                                             N分钟前还想找一首悲伤欲绝的歌来听 ,转眼间烟消云散了!
                                             每当秋天到来的时候,就很渴望阳光。
                                             渴望阳光照在身上的温暖,我怕冷。
  
                             翻出两年前很喜欢的一件T恤,很是惊喜~   想说,以后喜欢的衣服即便时间久了,也不会再丢掉了。
 
                                                   午后,一个人去稻田。 想起JAY的那首歌稻香。                                     
              
                         
                                                 我做坏事了 
                                            看见稻田里可爱的稻穗儿,忍不住揪了下来~  拍,路边没人。                                
                                                    
                           
 
 
   09.9.3RI   18:00'
 
                    回家的感觉,永远是那么亲近,自然,舒适跟美好。                                
               
               这是什么瓜?我都说不清楚了。                                   
                                  
         
                          这朵花,形状像鸡冠,所以名叫鸡冠花。 我觉得更像一把扇子 
                              本来很想折断,拿来扇风的,可是有点不道德了  哈 
             
          
                  亲爱的 爸爸&妈妈的片
                 
                                                                                                                                                                                          
                                                  
                                                最近频繁打电话,一天三遍的打。晚上和奶奶一起打给小弟&小妹
                                                                     姐姐想你们了YO~
                                                      好长时间没有这样放松的笑了!好舒服~                                                                          
                                                                                                       
                                               
 
09.9.1日   19:06'
 
 
                                                      SUZYの语
 
                                                                                
 
                                                        我们真的会在不同的时期,生出另一个新自己。
                                                        而那个自己,或许你会讶异。你和我,都从未认得过。
                                                        可是,你知道。总有些是永远不会改变的,
                                                        它会倔强的固留在我的身体里,流淌在血液中。
                                                        分泌着我独有快乐和悲伤。弥散着你喜欢味道。
                                                        生命,如此着迷。               
 
 
 
 
 
                                                  

8月了。

 
 
 
 我把自己弄丢了......我要去找回我自己  
 
09.8.21日  21:10'
 
SUZY IN THE HOUSE~
 
我们住过的地方都会留下我们的气息和味道  
很难得的,能找到这样还算便宜又干净的房间,
和70岁的老奶奶合住
喜欢这个有花有草的窗台,
 
偶尔有两只小猫来过,像BABY一样叫唤~
WO 也开始史无前例的养起花来,就是因为喜欢这个可爱的花盆才买来的
还有一盆正在发芽中呢~
 
窗外就是天塔,跟东方明珠比起来就渺小多了!
 
这个晚上思想很跳跃。胡言呢!
话  话  话 :
我们欣赏在爱情里勇敢,执着,专注,不计付出与回报的人
而我们常常没能做到。
 
 
 
09.8.20日  16:10'
插语(我是发完小脾气后来的这里,摔了某人的东西,心疼坏了ya~)
 
 
 
                                                谁的魂牵梦绕
                                                                             ......        ...             真实の迷离
     
                                 
 
有一天,公交车坐过站,于是在车窗外发现了这个美丽的地方
原来是天津有名的5大道,这算是5大道中的哪个道来的?
我只想起一个香水的牌子,伊丽莎白雅顿第五大道
 
 
 
                                                    一家很有特色的餐厅,很多名人有来过,我却没记住名字。
                                                       他故意站在那个位置,把自己拍进去。忽忽  
                                             
                                                                                                                              
                                           里面有很多装满钱币的铁盆。明哲说以后没有钱了可以来这里取 哈哈~~
                           
 
             整条街都是小洋楼,已经被列为重点保护建筑。小洋楼的建筑风格多样,罗曼式、哥特式、巴洛克风格、新艺术派、等等。
             最喜欢这栋大房子!米黄色的墙壁很有质感。 
                                                   
                         给我个凳子坐吧~~ 累   
                                           
 
                                                                    最后我要声明 ,半个月内禁酒。
                                                     啤酒也好葡萄酒也好,二锅头 梅酒 黄酒 芝华士统统都不要!
                                                                         火气很大,下巴的痘很严重。
                 
                                                               
                                                           
 
                                        
  
 
   09.8.15日 12:27'
 

   突然变的无比懒惰跟厌倦生活。

   一时无可适从。

   试图去寻找那个勇敢积极的自己

   却发现,这个世界让你失望的事情太多太多。

   而我们最容易犯的错就是习惯性的把事情想到完美。

   瞳孔聚集了所有的光线去看清镜子里的脸

   曾被人说是一张让人相信的脸

  我却开始心疼跟难过

   会铭记我们艰难的日子

   然后静静的想你说过的

   挺一挺,就过去了。

 原谅我的倔强,我还是我 ,从未改变 。

 

  

09.8.7  12:24'
 
                                                                       自省
                                                  如果我们不用脑子去办事,常常会把事情弄糟糕。
                                                       工作,爱情,家庭,朋友都是如此。
                                     以爱的方式温和地去对待他人,阻止或者劝告都不会是惹人厌烦的事。
                                             已经察觉到,自己任凭情绪的做了N多个愚蠢的事。
                                                    要反思并改善,这样才会有更好的表现呢。
                              
                                   
                                      
                                          
09.8.2  19:38‘
                                         
                                                              从一个城市转到另一个城市
                                                           变一个电话号码 再变一个电话号码
                                                              辞掉一份工作再换一份工作
                                                          离别一些人又重新结识一些人
                                                             扔掉一段记忆再拾来新的记忆
                                                             爱上一个人,再爱一个人。
                                                             被一个人爱,再被一个人爱。
                                                什么会一成不变,永垂不朽?我不知道,我不敢说。
                               
                                          ..        .     ......        .......        .........................     ....      ...........
                                                              
                                            
    
 
                       
                                                                                        
                    
                     

7月

 09.7.31  19:28'
 
                                                                好象快跟不上时间的脚步,又要向7月告别。
 
                      
                                           墙壁上的镜子突然倒了   我防不剩防    砸到了手背
                                                                     
                                           伤口有点点深,很久很久没有流血了。  吓哭了~
                                                                           
                                                        
                                                             
                                               
                                                         
09.7.22 23:09‘
      
                    
 
                          baoleer最新活动:          22点准时在西海边锻炼身体
                                                           跑步40分钟,锻炼胳膊N分钟,扭腰随意下
                                                           具有一天瘦两斤的功效!
 
                                                          有两天一直失眠到凌晨,一个人跑到西海边小坐
                                                          发现那里居然有很多人通宵的钓鱼。
                                                         喜欢看人双手举起鱼竿,用力的抛向远处,在空中形成一条美丽的弧线。
                                              
                                                 
                                后补:
                                                                                    北京—— 天津
                                                                
                                                     急切的想要换一部NIKON的单反相机。可是没有MONEY~~
                                                                 在去滨江道的路上看遇见这个教堂,拍下。
                   
                  第2日                     
                                                                   上先生祝福所有善良可爱的人!~
                                       
                       
                      
 
                                                   回去的路上,又发现一只小狗在打YOYO,HAHA,我总是能拍到狗类。
                      
                                  
                                                        
 
 
 
 
09.7.20 21:47‘
                                                                           休息日  没心情做任何事 
                                                                               就赖在床上一整天
                                                            然后,跑来这里写我想说的,又没有人可以诉说的话
                                                                       我知道我又不正常了.我有小脾气,
                                                                   我对人又吼又叫,胡说八道,我伤他的心
                                                                        总是要人宠着哄着疼爱忍让着
                                                                       内心纠结想法复杂混乱有压力
                                                                       我需要厚厚的安全感和归属感
                                                                       我挑剔你要做一个优秀的好人
                                                                       更在心里要求自己也一样做到更好
                                                                      不只是说说的.
   
                                                           说了一肚子沉重的话,可生活还是要有一些些轻松的时刻
                                                           比如一个人的时候,可以如此自恋的自娱自乐
                                                           让我乐吧!  我需要一点欢笑让心情灿烂些.
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          
                                        
            
 
 
09.7.17 2:08'
 
 
                                                             You say she is mine, she will always be my
                                   
                                                          这已经是我习惯了的时间
                                               总是在凌晨还迟迟不肯睡
                                           很多话没办法说得清,就像很多事总是做不到完美
                                           想说,也许这辈子,内心里都逃不掉孤独的成分
                                           会感到无助,纠结,然后责怪自己的不够成熟跟坚强
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    
 
09.7.10 0:29‘
 
                                                             我被网吧的破电脑气到了!
                                              速度超级慢,鼠标反应又迟钝。妈的应该砸掉了!
                                                     来更新,有点不连贯,就对付看吧!
 
                                                            夜 の时光
                                                                
           凉爽的夜晚,临街喝酒,1,2,3,4,5,6杯......
 
       
                                          琪&谷雨     不知道他在想什么玩意儿?!                       ^ ^ 两个爱臭美的家伙 !
 
 
                                                               喝着喝着心情很美丽
                                                 隔壁餐馆儿老板的4岁小女儿在路边唱北京欢迎你
                                                             于是,我们唱起了儿歌。                                               
                       
  
 
                                                    
                                                  
 
                                                                          生活の片    
                                                                 上班,还是很难起床的说,
                                                音乐可真是奇妙的东西,强烈的节奏感让我精神起来了!
                                                            SO,在去往地铁站的路上,小拍下。
                    
    
                                                             宏状元  有意思的荞包外婆菜
                           
 
 
09.7.6 18:57‘
 
                                                      老地方,还是老地方.可是这一次却有不同的收获.
                                                                       相机快要拍到爆!
                                               
                                                   
 
                                            烟袋斜街,奇怪的名字,一直走下去才知道,这个胡同是通向后海的。  
                                                                    
 
                             
                                                                       又拍到了喜欢的狗类,  
                                                       这两只狗懒洋洋地躺在地上,昨晚没睡好么?
                                                                        想念我的吉娃了!                                                      
              
 
                                              一家阿拉伯风味西餐厅   之前有来过   是好奇的闯入店内,
                                                            这一次故意假装说吃东西. 来拍的!
               
               
                                                                路上,有拍婚纱照的! 抓拍下
                                              可是最后定格的画面居然是新娘转身走开,新郎在后面望着
                                                               有点剧情化  哈      忽忽...
 
                             
                            
                     
            
             
                                                                               小女孩给拍的片.
                                                    孔乙己酒店,房顶上有几个小女孩在那里玩,我也跟着进去转悠转悠
 
 
                                                  
 
                   
                                                        和琪在王府井大街上压马路,没有想像中的惊喜。
                                                                 更想念哈尔滨的中央大街呢!
                                                           谢谢这个有点爷们儿的琪,陪我来逛~
                                                     有点儿心疼这个敢爱敢恨,每晚睡不着觉的女人。
                                                                我们还是要快乐,充实的生活!
                         
 
                                        我们刚好是相反的方向,各自坐地铁回家。
                                           月坛西街, 坐在马路边,等人。
                                                                         
                                                     
                              
                                                    
09.7.3日 14:36‘
 
                                                                有时候,无所事事也算是种享受。
                                                                我来逃避工作,有点累。小休息数日。
                                       
                                                  
                                    
                         
                                                                                        
                                 
 

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